wanting another munckin

So, we did our first IUI a week and a half ago. I am due for my period on Tuesday or Wednesday. I took a preggy test this morning and it was negative. I know that it may be too early to trust the test, but I could not help myself. I am home alone this weekend and just wanted - needed - to know. to know something. I thought it would be easier this time around. Not the getting pregnant part, but the waiting... the iui's... the not getting pregnant. But it is not. I think it may be harder because now I know more about how this works. Now that we started trying, I realize how MUCH I really want this. ANd I find myself slipping back to thinking "what if I am not pregnant this time?" I don't know if I can take/handle the roller coaster again. Anyone else dealing with this???? HELP!

time out.

whew! we have been having lots of these lately! k was in a MOOD this morning and he was in a t.o. before we left for school. we never dealt with the "terrible two's," so i think that we are hitting the terrible three's. he YELLS. he acts like he is going to hit, but usally does not. he did this morning, though, and he wa in time out faster than ever. he kept saying that he did not want to go to school and he was whiny and attached to me when we got there. i told him that mommy had to go to work and we can make this happy ro i can just go. he took a deep breath, gave me a hug and a kiss, told me he loved me, and then went and played with play dough with his friends. he likes to play games with mommy! with mama, he just goes because he knows that she is not going to fall for his games. funny how they figure all of that stuff out so quickly!

long long time

So, it has been a LONG time since I have posted... I forgot the password, meant to reset it, been busy with life, work, family, etc...

Thi is a quick post to say HEY and that all is well. K. turns 3 next month. We are beginning to think about adding another babe to the fam. I am feeling well and ready to be preggers again! K. is old enough - and will be old enough - when another munchkin comes... Old enough to "help" and be a part of baby's life... So, that is all that' new. Work is good. Family is fun. We went to Disney World and had a blast! Please go when your kids are little!!!! They will remember bits and pieces, but you will remember every second of it. It is WONDERFUL!!!

That's all for now!!!